Working with people in the way I do is like walking a tightrope between two polarities. My job is to bring the shadow into light so you can clear trauma and be healed. To do that, I have to be careful and create a safe space. I want you to feel supported and nurtured. I also have to make sure that you do the work you need to do. That means breathing full, the one thing that stirs up all this crazy shit and brings it to the surface seems like the one thing you should stop doing. I’m there so you don’t stop. Yes, it’s very intense. The fuller you breathe, the more intense it gets. That is also when it gets more profound and transformational. It’s important to know who is leading you through a process like this. What I can say about me is that I’m careful, but I’m also intense. There is an anarchy to breathwork. It’s meant to be chaotic because trauma has a way of creating a sort of bullshit bureaucracy inside you that makes you try to fit in instead of being yourself. The way out is by breathing. The way out of the matrix is anarchy…. INSIDE YOURSELF. The matrix is a set of patterns that you created to avoid the pain of trauma. The problem is that these patterns become the bureaucracy that you end up being a slave to in your mind and in your life. I can be demanding and intense. I will sometimes yell out my instructions. It’s not because I’m judging you, it’s because I am intoxicated with the possibility of you changing your life right then and there. I can sense these moments where the door has opened and transformation is about to happen. I could sense this opportunity 30 years ago and I never get bored of finding that moment where the chance to leave a world of pain behind has arrived again. I will yell at you with love to keep going and breathe even fuller. It’s a transmission from God to me, and from me to you. |
